I'm admitting defeat! D:
But seriously though. I can't keep going on, starting trades and never finishing them with all you awesome arteests. For obvious reasons, it's not fair, or fun, and very disappointing. Also I've been going through some uncomfortable times for past couple years, that has lead to consistent art blocks and I can feel it in my drawing hand, it's just not the same anymore. I've dropped in skill, and my ability to draw what I want to draw has shallowed. So here's what I'm ganna do, starting with canceling all trades and collab projects, except for my own personal things, like that one BE comic for monies, that I teased in the poll. And Nova Force, with
or just anything with Gin, because it's just fun to do, and he's always been a good guy to talk with over the years. But I am extremely sorry to all the others, I seriously haven't forgotten any of them (aside from a couple, maybe)
Man, that's a lot of people. That's REALLY bad. And of course, that story contest I tried to do years ago, with 3 winners, who never received their prizes. I've felt bad about it for a while, not being able to do what I want to do, or show the appreciation that I have for all of the work you have produced. But I can't go on living like that, feeling bad about things that should be just for fun, or allowing drama from 'real life' seep into this one. So yeah, canceling trades, and future trades. I can't do that anymore. I do want to do gifts, though. No ambitious expectations, just having fun with draws. Like for
Seriously this guy has shown me a lot of kindness with his amazing art, and he just keeps drawing stuff, because it's fun and that's the way it should be. So I definitely wish to return kindness his way, and to others who have done the same. I don't know when that will be, though.
I really hope I can get that BE sequence rolling, it's been a while since I've had funs with BE, beeeeg BE.
But yeah, again, I'm sorry about this mess. umm here's some sketches? sta.sh/2pdt4i3ujud?edit=1